Recalculating....Recalculating.....

OK. I'm in SERIOUS trouble here.

 I know in my last post I said I am on vacation and I will not worry about the scale 

blah blah blah....

time to recalculate my game plan people!

 I cannot keep this up. Did I mention my vacation is 2 months long????

 A lot can happen to your body in 2 months....trust me, I have reached the end of month 1 and I am already feeling a little depressed at how my body has regressed. :(

Ok, maybe not a little depressed. Quite frankly I am devastated and I am so mad at myself for thinking I could indulge in all the goodies around here and not have any consequences!

I could sit here and blame sooo many things and people and circumstances other than myself, but quite frankly, I DECIDE what goes into my mouth and I DECIDE when not to work out...and guess what? EVERY CHOICE WE MAKE HAS A CONSEQUENCE

The funniest thing is, I weighed myself the other day and I was still at 149. SO I got real confused...I did not feel like 149, I felt bloated, and my belly was plopping out and felt plain yuck. 

My husband said it could be that I'm replacing muscle weight for fat weight...I had not thought of that. I think he might be right.

So, since I have 1 month left here in Paradise...I really need to reevaluate my food choices and make some serious choices when it comes to exercise more regularly. NO MATTER WHAT!

So here I am laying my soul out on the table...I need you all to keep me on track and make me accountable. It's so hard to have a certain routine and regimen at home and then suddenly not have it...

I had not thought about that and I should have had a plan.

In one month I only worked out like 3 times. Like seriously "break out a sweat" work out. 

Serious working out is a very private thing for me. If I am working out, I don't like to do it in front of people unless I am in a class where everyone else is exercising as well,  Or I like to do it by myself in the comfort of my own home... and so far that hasn't been the case...

I'll keep you posted. Wish me luck!